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Well things have been quite busy over here… school has started. so thats taken most of my time. taken care of my stubborn, independent mother has taken the other half… you see she has recently become not so independent. because she broke her leg… a tibula plateau fracture… had to ahve surgery and is now on pain meds.. which make her bitchy. my room is also in shambles as my father is rewiring it and such so i ahve no physical santcuary to escape to only two virtual ones thanks to soul food and sex is fun forums… I ahve been trying to make writing a daily practice but it had become rather difficult as i ahve a lot of school work to do…
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Prompt: Murderous Self and Creative Self
Question: “What’s Your Problem?”
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The Battle Between The Murderess and The Creative.
The Murderess is ugly, suppressive, angry, and outwardly powerful. She thinks she’s a queen and tries to make The Creative obey her every word. She is deceptive and tried tricking The Creative into giving up and moving away. But The Creative has an internal strength that surpasses any strength that The Murderess has. When The Creative gets away from The Murderess she is wild and free. She needs to be free, and is fighting for her survival. She often tries to come out of hiding but most of the time The Murderess is able to supress her before The Creative is able to free herself from The Murderess’ grasp. But while she is hiding The Creative is biding her time and gain strength. The Murderess is losing ground and losing the battle. You see The Murderess problem with The Creative is that The Creative is everything that The Murderess is not. They are polar opposites. The creative is strong willed, quick witted, and has a prowess that The Murderess wishes she could have. The Creative has the prowess to be rebellious and not care about what other people think. She does what she wants when she wants and is gloriously happy. The Murderess has a secret desire to be just like The Creative but is afraid to take the deep plunge. So instead of learning from The Creative, The Murderess tries to sabotage her instead…
